realizing

realizing that I use the word 'realizing' too much but I realize that it's like the word 'remember' to me and remembering is just remembering who you are and what makes you tick and what moves you and what you need to breathe and and and and and I realize/remember that what I need is this... this very hard to pin down feeling but it is possible to remember and realize.

the capacity to feel
sure
that what you are doing
and when you are doing it
is just what you need to be doing
and to radiate that
feeling
of
surety
so that everyone around you
also feels that
assurety
that who they are
and what they are
and what they are doing
and where they are going
is precisely where they need to be
and then
life falls into place
and stops being such an upward big boulder rolling backasswards backwards hill
just
know
that
you
are
fine
right
where
you
are
right
now.
and you'll be where you need to be when it's time to be there but for right now you are right where you need to be. and nobody knows better than you where you need to be.