I am done with waiting for life to begin I am done done done done done done done done done. life begins right where you are at. it doesn't start tomorrow. it doesn't start next week. it starts right now. it starts with taking your first steps towards whatever the hell it is that makes you happy and that is life. life in a nutshell. and I don't care how fucking hallmarkish that sounds. it's fucking well true. and I love saying the word 'fucking' and I love writing the word 'fucking.' there is just no other word that adds enough emphasis as the word 'fuck' so I think I need to say it a whole fucking lot more.
I have friends in this world who inspire me challenge me placate me motivate me show me how to be me and I need to listen. I need to listen a helluva lot more. I need to stop lingering to listen to the naysayers. I need to stop letting my soul get squashed by the downers. I need to just stop and notice and listen and breathe and remember who I am and be who I am
it's not that we all need a bunch of 'yes-men' around us to function. but we all could do with a bit more encouragement in this life. there's no harm in that. and if no one is out there to give it, then hell fucking give it to yourself! for crying the fuck out loud!
god I love saying 'fuck.'
so yeah, fucking listen to your soul, fucking live a little, fucking be curious, fucking do something new with each day because there are only so many days left and maybe that's too doom and gloom and we shouldn't keep thinking about the end but if it means we gamble more right now if it means we take more risks if it means we stick our neck out a bit or a lot farther then so fucking be it. make mistakes. wear mismatched socks. say the wrong thing at a dinner party. tell a bad joke. eat too much ice cream. drink too much and dance. spill wine on the carpet. forget to pay your bills. but live a little! make mistakes. do it. it's worth it. quit trying to be perfect. there's no fun in that. you're not alive if you're perfect. you may be 100% organic, GMO, soy free.... but you're not alive.
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