this is for anybody and everybody you know when you go go go go and your eyes are so dry that the contacts feel like they are sticking to your brain but you just can't quit you just can't lay down because you are saying goodbye to another day and like a kid laying in bed recounting the day and all the adventures who wants to say goodbye to that even though the new day will hold more because there is something about going to sleep that - although nice - is just stopping the fun ending the fun and although dreaming is nice and relaxing and all that jazz sometimes I would just like to keep going like jack Kerouac on crack except forget the crack i'll just take the long roll of paper he used to use butcher paper to keep on typing and typing and never stopping to breathe or change paper and wouldn't that be nice no spell check or grammar check just going and going and f*&k it if you make a mistake because it just doesn't matter like life like life it just doesn't matter if you forget somebody's name or you forget that you even had them as a student once because it just doesn't matter and what matters will boil to the surface and you'll find it if you need it and if it's really important you'll remember it and all that jazz and all that nonsense and all that and all that